letting go

previouly I wrote a blog on how to make yourself let go, but I because of how I am growing currently I decided to erase that one and make this one called letting go. one thing I've been learing is how to surrender my love life to the lord, to let my love life be with the Lord. I've learned that the Lord knows me better than I know myself....because looking at my past relationships....I obviously don't know what I want.  I repeatedly say to the Lord, you alone hold the key to my heart...let no one get to my heart except through you. I have to repeat it everyday...and I can really see a change in me. Ever since I was about 12 (a young age) I started having boy issues. I now understand that it was a void I was trying to fill in my life...that only God can satisfy. It has been a growing process of surrender but I know it will be worth it in the end!!! I encourage all you ladies to also do this too...a verse in proverbs says "above all guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life". and I am really learning how to keep my heart guarded. and I got to say I am a living testimony of Gods faithfullnes, grace and mercy.